Why do I write?
Because there is something soothing about writing – even if it is just scribbling notes in my notebook.
If I can write down what is in my head, it relieves some of the anxiety attached to those items. Writing down things I have to do relieves me of some of the pressure, because it makes them more concrete and more easily conquered. It helps me sleep, because there is not the worry of forgetting. I know they can be accomplished when they are put into words instead of a jumble of thoughts in my head. Writing down story ideas or character information or world details pulls them from my brain to ease the worry of losing them to the swirl of mangled thoughts.
This past weekend, I spent a lot of time thinking through a decision – a very important decision – and it turned out to be writing it out in several different ways that helped me decide. Even writing and rewriting the same thing several times helped. I wrote it out in pros and cons. I wrote it out in free writing. I wrote it out in a to-do list. I rewrote when my notes got too messy.
Finally, about midnight on Saturday night, all this writing led to a decision and a wonderful feeling of accomplishment and relaxation. And I slept great.
I have decided I am only going back to school part time for the fall, so I can stay full time at work.
So for fall, I am just taking Tech Writing II and the online class about the short story and novel.
Part of my decision was based on how heavy a load of homework I knew I was looking at originally. I had myself scheduled for 14 credit hours. Writing and reading and two classes on building webpages. Plus balancing work. Even with 6 credit hours, I know these two classes are going to be a lot of reading and writing.
The other part of my decision came from knowing how much progress I have made at work since going full time and much progress I still want to make. I have a lot of projects I want to finish, and I think the fall is the best time to work on them.
It was even more relieving to find out my decision was the one my boss really wanted, even though he would not have said so. I imagine he thought it would be irresponsible for him to steer me in any direction that was not school.
But that’s just it – I’m not quitting. In fact, I love going to school. I would be happy staying in school until I’m 70 if I could keep finding classes to take. I could finish the number of credits I need between fall and winter if not for the fact I can only take one Tech Writing class at a time. Most of my electives are taken care of. I am bottle-necked by my main class. I am currently filling in with classes for completely separate certificates that relate but are not part of my Tech Writing degree.
All of my classes are related to what I want to do and what I am doing at work. My work makes my school possible.
So my ultimate goal is to make school and work continue to build off one another. I believe focusing on accomplishing the rest of my work goals – which were hard to focus on during our busiest season during the summer – is the best course of action for me right now.
What are your fall goals?
So for now, I am staying full time at work, and my plan is to go back to full time school in the winter semester.